Things I Said To My AI

You know how sometimes in a conversation you say something before you even realize you had it in you?

Your friend's words, the place you meet up, or some thing about the context in which the conversation took place acted as a hook that pulled that hibernating thought, out from the cold dark depth of your consciousness, onto the sunlit surface.

This is a place for such thoughts. Most of them will be unpolished, stream-of-consciousness writing, but each represent the first time a vague notion came out of me as words.

What's the use of keeping them, you might ask?

I don't know. The millennial in me doesn't hoard phone boxes, but the universe apparently is full of things that feel devastating to simply cast away.

You know, when I was fresh out of university I realized the greatest gap in my English mastery is that I struggle with articulating abstract ideas. The first book that actually got me thinking like, “damn, there’s some phrases here I could use” is Joan Didion’s Why I Write. Her writing style, perhaps typical of American writers of her era, is very incisive, it’s as if at her times the measure of literary achievement is not in the flowery, but by who can reproduce human experience in words in the most specific and concise manner. Specific, as in the writing is sharp and calls out a single shade of nuance amongst the overlapping mix of human experiences. This specific shade of grief, not this, nor that. Concise, as in each word is there for a purpose. The writing is tight, the choice of word has been deliberated over and over extensively so that there’s only content and no room for fat. Now fast forward to 3 or 4 years later, I believe I still have a long way to go in this area

Postscript: I like this one because articulating subjective preferences has always been challenging for me

I have an epistemology question that have plagued me for years. Whenever I hear teachers/lecturers teach how to structure one’s argument, it is always taught that citing secondary sources help strengthen it. However, that didn’t sound particularly convincing to me because secondary evidence could be wrong, and there doesn’t seem a realistic way for me as the author to verify the accuracy of every single source I cite. If that’s the case, wouldn’t the use of secondary source be irresponsible? As a reader, knowing that the author cannot possibly guarantee the truthfulness of all the sources they cite, how can I let myself become more likely to be persuaded by arguments supported by secondary evidence?

Postscript: Claude's reply to this sent me down the rabbit hole of what's known in the field of Philosophy as the Problem of Testimonial Knowledge. I was awe-strucked. I hadn't been able to get a satisfying answer from real people when I was in academia years ago, or discover this via interent search back back then